This is a philosophical statement. It is intended to spark thinking and examining.
“I remember when my son was about two, we were walking in the woods one November morning. We were along a ridge, looking down at the forest below, where a cold haze seemed to hug the forest floor, and you could see out across the forest below us for miles, and it was just so extravagantly beautiful. And I kept trying to get my oblivious two-year-old to appreciate this landscape. At one point I picked him up and pointed out toward the horizon and said “look at that, Henry, just look at it!” And he said, “Leaf!” “What?” I said, and he said “leaf” again, and then reached out and grabbed a single brown oak leaf from the little tree next to us.
I wanted to explain to him that you can see a brown oak leaf literally anywhere in the Eastern United States in November, that nothing in the forest was less interesting. But after watching him look at it, I began to look as well, and I soon realized it wasn’t just a brown leaf. Its veins spidered out red and orange and yellow in a pattern too complex for my brain to synthesize, and the more I looked at the leaf with Henry the more I felt like the cliché of the stoner who just can’t believe how beautiful everything is.
The intricacy of that leaf astonished me, and I was reminded that aesthetic beauty is as much about how and whether you look as what you see. I was, in short, face-to-face with something commensurate to my capacity of wonder. From the quark to the supernova, the wonders do not cease. It is our attentiveness that is in short supply, our ability and willingness to do the work that awe requires.”
I especially love that last sentence — “our ability and willingness to do the work that awe requires”. It’s very difficult, especially as get older and gain more experience, to have our mind blown by something right out of the gate. As our understanding of the world around us deepens, the more work we have to do in order to understand the import and amazingness of it. It’s always, always worthwhile though. :)
Thank you for this.
Totally welcome. That last sentence is what got me too. Such a powerful reminder. It can be all to easy to have the world be the “same ol, same ol,” and to view things through a jaded veneer. Sometimes, we gotta forcibly jam the wedge down in order to keep our doors, and our minds, and our experience, and our wonder, open. :)